17 year old Alys Arson’s life used to be normal. Her life was about normal things- violin practice, her school, her boyfriend. But none of that matters anymore. Not after what happened in the library that day. When her brother, Luke, walked through those doors and shot 15 people before turning the gun on himself. She was there, too, but he spared her. Now she is caught up in the aftermath, with the media coming down on her tiny town, her family being torn apart, and everyone asking her one question: why?
This book was beautiful. The writing was so amazing, you could tell how much time and effort the author put into it. Right after the shooting, Alys talked about how the red blood wouldn’t go away, wouldn’t come off, and how it would stay there, haunting her, always reminding her. This book is very dark, very mature because it talked about a school shooting. How her brother seemed normal, but he did it, he killed 15 innocent people. This book is one of those books that makes you think. Alys keeps missing her brother, but she feels guilty for missing him because of what he did. She keeps seeing Luke in random places, but he talks to her. She also starts seeing Miranda, a girl that was shot in the library, in her room. Miranda keeps telling Alys everything she wanted to do and about her future. The media invades her town, constantly badgering everyone, swarming Alys’ house. Alys keeps going to school, but everyone avoids her. Her parents barely even talk to her- or each other. Her whole life is falling apart, tumbling into an abyss and all she can do is watch.
I recommend this book to people who read Give a Boy a Gun and liked it. Just keep in mind that this book is dark. I really hope this book doesn’t get challenged like Give a Boy a Gun did because as a teen, they don’t talk to us at all or tell us anything about stuff like this, and we need to talk about it. I really liked this book because it felt like someone was finally talking to me about school shootings. I enjoyed it, and I recommend this book to you.